selfish

pedestal

in my delusioned stupormy ego screams for agony, for strife, for everything to sate itit demands wrath, it demands harsh words, and nothing but silence as an answerand i feed the corrupted thing, it bolsters me for a timeit tells me i am the only, i am the wiseand it tells the person who setContinue reading “pedestal”

truth or lie?

throughout my life time i have become so good at lying to others, to my friends, my family, to myself that when i feel something i ask, “am i just lying?” lying to please and reassure others lying to make sure no one is concerned lying through smiling teeth because everyone else matters lying toContinue reading “truth or lie?”

i don’t understand if i am being selfish as i write these words in the end they are all about me complaining about myself and others i am being selfish and it a terrible thing a terrible emotion that makes me hate myself selfish, yet again

bad examples

i am sorry i wish i didn’t always bring up my own trauma in response to others’but sometimes it is all i havei am getting better, i thinkbut i hate when others do the samei will try not to do it for that mindsetto truly understand what others meanthan my own selfish desire to speak