i will never forget the day when you spoke and my heart broke you did not mean to, you were caught up in the truth but the words you spoke, your pain incarnate shattered my heart because that pain i have felt for a milennia’s time and i never wanted you to feel it too
Tag Archives: pain
time
as the time comes forth like a crashing wave i try to numb the pain in advance like an addict where i do not know what i am weeping at but i know it will come when they are gone when i am all alone when a mere memory or a voice is pure sufferingContinue reading “time”
transgressions
she has sinned against us she used us both and took us for her own and only her own, no one else’s she gave me my freedom by taking yours that is that thought that brings me pain
it is a disease
you don’t know why anymore you don’t understand why you let yourself do this sometimes you shake as your mind fights with itself and your hand quivers as one slice becomes jagged and unclean sometimes you are so still and you don’t think and your hand is precise and to the point, and it doesn’tContinue reading “it is a disease”
denial
you never hurt me while you were drunk you never hurt me as you tried to hide the bottle from my curious eyes it didn’t hurt me as you poured drink after drink it didn’t hurt me as alcohol took you away from me it never hurt me as one more night turned to shit
physical pain disappears, the other does not
pain comes from streams of crimson but at least physical pain is better than the alternative
loss, a chronicle
i watched as goodness died in my arms “i will save you. . .” his laughter was intermittent with dying heaves he knew what i did not i did not speak for days empty, my eyes blinked at a coffin tears could not fall sobs could not shake me i glimpsed the dark when iContinue reading “loss, a chronicle”
legends
smoke, fog, a haze a haze of hostility a haze of fear cold rain, warm air this place had to be cursed cursed, yet beautiful in a wicked way “We cannot talk our way out of this.” said the dragon he was met with no answer, only their footsteps on the earth heroes, the giant,Continue reading “legends”
cleric
she remembers her first memories the warm hearth of a fire with kind eyes glowing down at her in the fire light the eyes of her mother the low rumbling hum of a man a distance away the hum of her father it was love, her first memory the next memory was fire but itContinue reading “cleric”
“you deserve it.”
“i am always here, you know,” she whispers “and you want to be me.” she appears like a hallucination “but you think i am sick,” she laughs and i feel ink drip onto my skin, staining me, branding me, burning me “but really, you are sick if you want to be me, a monster.” theContinue reading ““you deserve it.””
a poet's confessional 