can someone find her? the one who faced it all if you find her, embrace her physical form and cradle her fragile soul tell her that it will all change, that it will not be okay, but things will be better, so much better tell her she is the strongest thing i have ever knownContinue reading “time travel”
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roe v. wade
i ask some of the world this: what will make you listen? we have asked politely but you have not listened we have demanded, but demanded in the proper way, without violence, without harm, within the bounds of the law we stand in the streets, we stand at monumental buildings and call for our rights,Continue reading “roe v. wade”
not the same
i know that i’m not supposed to apologize, not anymore no more apologizing for something that i couldn’t control something that was done to me but somewhere deep down there’s a child, part of me that was never healed who’s never seen the light of what now i know it’s not my life anymore, theContinue reading “not the same”
let me lay
after the gnashing of teeth and searing of red within the eyes the exhaustion sets in, weary and consuming it makes the eyes burn and muscles weak an all-encompassig exhaustion of body and mind once the guilt and realization set in
tolerate
you wander a path where if you continue you will lose it all your intelligence,, your responsibility, your respect, your family, your love this dark wood will make you lose yourself from foolish ichor only you can choose to deviate, to wander down a different path i advise, i warn but i will not follow,Continue reading “tolerate”
i will regret this one, but for now it is my truth
i hate myself for relying on youi hate myself for thinking of you in too many momentswishing for things that are nothing but fantasyi am not a fool, a witless pitying thing, full of sorrows over something that has been written about for centuriesi do not wish to weep for this, to rage for this,Continue reading “i will regret this one, but for now it is my truth”
surrender
for you i know i would give more than i ever havewhich is a testament to all that i have giveni know that i will do it without hesitation, without recallso, i, as proud as i can be,bow my head and begdo not take my giving as a kindness and cast it awaydo not leaveContinue reading “surrender”
truth or lie?
throughout my life time i have become so good at lying to others, to my friends, my family, to myself that when i feel something i ask, “am i just lying?” lying to please and reassure others lying to make sure no one is concerned lying through smiling teeth because everyone else matters lying toContinue reading “truth or lie?”
hunger and hunger
i can never have enough an empty hole that can never be satisfied even when the sun is high and the time is many (it is especially consuming when the wind chills my bones and the time is short) i long for it, wish for it but never hold it close when i have itContinue reading “hunger and hunger”
odysseus in remembrance
when you say you are proud of me for certain thing that thing, that ugly, bloody thing that it is gone from me, rid from me, cleansed from me i sadly smile it is never gone, my love it comes on wings and gnashing sharp teeth when the tears run rivers down my face andContinue reading “odysseus in remembrance”
a poet's confessional 