love – a poet's confessional

time travel

can someone find her? the one who faced it all if you find her, embrace her physical form and cradle her fragile soul tell her that it will all change, that it will not be okay, but things will be better, so much better tell her she is the strongest thing i have ever knownContinue reading “time travel”

tolerate

you wander a path where if you continue you will lose it all your intelligence,, your responsibility, your respect, your family, your love this dark wood will make you lose yourself from foolish ichor only you can choose to deviate, to wander down a different path i advise, i warn but i will not follow,Continue reading “tolerate”

endless – control/more

there are certain notescertain versescertain wordsthat when i hear them all i can think of is youin a rush of colors, a flood of memories, a tidalwave of emotions and i can do nothing but stop but take everything ini smile to the world in these momentsyou light up my heartand bring joy to myContinue reading “endless – control/more”

i will regret this one, but for now it is my truth

i hate myself for relying on youi hate myself for thinking of you in too many momentswishing for things that are nothing but fantasyi am not a fool, a witless pitying thing, full of sorrows over something that has been written about for centuriesi do not wish to weep for this, to rage for this,Continue reading “i will regret this one, but for now it is my truth”

what i fear the most

somewhere i see someone with my eyes, yet not my owni see them with my wit, my wisdom, and strength, yet they have not methey are clean, free of burden and perfectwith none of the world’s stainthey are from a small part of me, but all their ownand they will love me, somehow, such anContinue reading “what i fear the most”

surrender

for you i know i would give more than i ever havewhich is a testament to all that i have giveni know that i will do it without hesitation, without recallso, i, as proud as i can be,bow my head and begdo not take my giving as a kindness and cast it awaydo not leaveContinue reading “surrender”

the tower

death for love is such a fool’s thoughtbecause one was lost and tossed asidesuch agony left behind will only led to morei will only bury the memories in a deep and cold graveand i shall build a tower for more than another but for oneselffools die for lovethe wise live for more opportunities to love

truth or lie?

throughout my life time i have become so good at lying to others, to my friends, my family, to myself that when i feel something i ask, “am i just lying?” lying to please and reassure others lying to make sure no one is concerned lying through smiling teeth because everyone else matters lying toContinue reading “truth or lie?”

i found it

as i lay in your arms i know so much has changed and i know with certainty that you are my home

future of hope

i thank you for giving a hope for a future that isn’t just existingor stuck in one spherei see you and i see my future, one that i may have never believedone full of memories that i shall cherish and retaini had a future before you, no doubt but the one with you in itContinue reading “future of hope”