long may she reign – a poet's confessional

security blanket

i am so used to have these little words tucked away in the dark in the dark where no one could see them, where i couldn’t be exposed and laid open they were a personal reflection when i needed them i am not sure why i decided to turn on the light in that darkContinue reading “security blanket”

time travel

can someone find her? the one who faced it all if you find her, embrace her physical form and cradle her fragile soul tell her that it will all change, that it will not be okay, but things will be better, so much better tell her she is the strongest thing i have ever knownContinue reading “time travel”

not the same

i know that i’m not supposed to apologize, not anymore no more apologizing for something that i couldn’t control something that was done to me but somewhere deep down there’s a child, part of me that was never healed who’s never seen the light of what now i know it’s not my life anymore, theContinue reading “not the same”

endless – control/more

there are certain notescertain versescertain wordsthat when i hear them all i can think of is youin a rush of colors, a flood of memories, a tidalwave of emotions and i can do nothing but stop but take everything ini smile to the world in these momentsyou light up my heartand bring joy to myContinue reading “endless – control/more”

drown

i curl my lips into a smileand dig my nails deepi am something you can drown inand as you sink further and further you will know that i am something you can never get enough ofi will give you that smile that shattersand you will know that you’ll drown with nothing but pleasure in yourContinue reading “drown”

the tower

death for love is such a fool’s thoughtbecause one was lost and tossed asidesuch agony left behind will only led to morei will only bury the memories in a deep and cold graveand i shall build a tower for more than another but for oneselffools die for lovethe wise live for more opportunities to love

amazonian

do you know who i am? i have brandished my steel in the form of screams i have bled into ivory bowls to satisfy and slicked back my hair with the blood of those who stand before me i smell of iron and death i have taken love and consumed it i have taken respectContinue reading “amazonian”

i found it

as i lay in your arms i know so much has changed and i know with certainty that you are my home

searching

i long for what you havemay you curse them sometimes but they are still there, while mine are long in gravesit is not envy, or jealousy, but longinga deep and a steady achei hope they and you do not mindbecause i know i will search and search in others for what i have lostbut whenContinue reading “searching”

future of hope

i thank you for giving a hope for a future that isn’t just existingor stuck in one spherei see you and i see my future, one that i may have never believedone full of memories that i shall cherish and retaini had a future before you, no doubt but the one with you in itContinue reading “future of hope”