you can save me from everything but the one thing you can’t save me from is myself
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i, the monster
pain broke me misery consumed me and fury festered within me then, darkness became me
living
i don’t want to force myself to live for other people for other people who do not understand me or don’t even care so don’t even say that i should live for my blood or live for my friends i want to live for me
headache
i tell myself to not let my emotions weaken me but here i am alone in a bed, weeping in a quiet room as those emotions consume me
eyes
you and i see each other sitting in uncomfortable green chairs as a hulking man drones on or sitting in too small desks as others howl with laughter your feet tap i have no idea if you are nervous or just long to stand and be free i pick my nails i have no ideaContinue reading “eyes”
new year’s resolution
this new years i will not lie to myself and give false hope nothing will magically change as the calendar changes no matter how much I will it to be i will remain in this cursed house with my drunk father with my echoing thoughts and no one to understand but i will try iContinue reading “new year’s resolution”
questions that i do not have the answer to
Do i like you? Or the idea of you?
needs
kiss me, breathe life back into these dying lungs hold me, pulling all the shattered pieces of me back together wipe my tears away, erase my water-stained mistakes from the portrait of who i am whisper words in my ear, remind me of who i am through the only thing i understand words on anContinue reading “needs”
everything
i wish i could let go let go of the pent of rage that consumes with i wish i could let go of the envy i have i wish i could let go of the feelings for someone i can never have i wish i could let go of the darkness that has become oneContinue reading “everything”
ruse
i call myself a queen i believe myself to be a queen above men and women the problem is I want to be that and am I now? no.
a poet's confessional 