envy – a poet's confessional

searching

i long for what you havemay you curse them sometimes but they are still there, while mine are long in gravesit is not envy, or jealousy, but longinga deep and a steady achei hope they and you do not mindbecause i know i will search and search in others for what i have lostbut whenContinue reading “searching”

sidekick

it is okay if you have eyes for her her chocolate hair with caramel streaks it is okay if you like her she is intelligent, the knowledge if a thousand generations within it is okay if you are in love with her it is okay that is usually how it is

in the end i have no one

you have him to go to when everything goes wrong i am happy for you but there is a dark part of me that burns with something horrible i am selfish and greedy and remember it all you have him now to cry to but i remember when you came to me and i cameContinue reading “in the end i have no one”

reminder

envy has always been my greatest sin

everything

i wish i could let go let go of the pent of rage that consumes with i wish i could let go of the envy i have i wish i could let go of the feelings for someone i can never have i wish i could let go of the darkness that has become oneContinue reading “everything”

envy is a girl’s best friend

i look at them and i know then jealousy is the worst sin