broken girl – Page 7 – a poet's confessional

i will tear the world asunder

one day i will rip the world apart with my own bare hands for taking absolutely everything i had and for being a catalyst for who i am and then i will rip myself apart because my weakness made me who i am, wretched

glutton for punishment

please don’t forgive me don’t forgive me for my emotions, my wrath, my envy, my pride don’t forgive all of me all i deserve is punishment, do you understand?

4/19/20

“i forgive you.” i don’t forgive myself

oathtaker

i wish i could tell you of the swirling storm inside my mind but i am afraid, my love, i never can

third son of adam

you make so happy my heart bursts and my grin splits but like all things i love you also make me sad

eternal

if my first lover was death my second was sadness curled around me, always there, somewhere to lie on and it lied on me my lover took my breath and made it shake my lover took my heart and made it stop my lover took my eyes and made them weep i love sadness andContinue reading “eternal”

grief

everyone keeps mentioning you But all i wish is for your spirit to lie

i should have never met you

i don’t deserve to be loved i manipulate i rage i make others sad i make dramatics i mention things i should never i make others remember their own sins i make their hallucinate others i don’t deserve to be loved all i am is a curse

reminder

envy has always been my greatest sin

the eighth of feburary

it is 1 am in the morning my lips are a bit bruised and your skin is a bit scratched but it is our last night, the last night for awhile you didn’t realize it until the end but I realized it when i crawled into your side, stared at the clock, and then toContinue reading “the eighth of feburary”