i believe that you ruined me for any other man because you showed me i was capable of distrust, hatred, anger and so much more it is so difficult for me to trust the other gender now thanks to you
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i remember crying myself to sleep next to you
sometimes i imagine a body next to mine warm and loving and i don’t feel disgusted, ashamed forced to lay there and pretend to love
denial
you never hurt me while you were drunk you never hurt me as you tried to hide the bottle from my curious eyes it didn’t hurt me as you poured drink after drink it didn’t hurt me as alcohol took you away from me it never hurt me as one more night turned to shit
brainwashed
i told myself i was never abused he never bruised this pale skin or cut into my flesh, hurting me i never thought emotional abuse was what he did to me he never outright called me names or told me demeaning things about who i was or what i looked like i was just aContinue reading “brainwashed”
a poet's confessional 