i will never forget the day when you spoke and my heart broke you did not mean to, you were caught up in the truth but the words you spoke, your pain incarnate shattered my heart because that pain i have felt for a milennia’s time and i never wanted you to feel it too
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searching
someday i will have to cease my searchingeven after loss after losseven when i don’t know if i have the strength too
repulsive
i fool myself and others on how strong i am in the reality of warm tears and shuddering breaths i am weak and i am repulsed by this weakness while others may tell me that it is simply human, and normal i cannot stand to hear it because my coiled mind strikes at weakness evenContinue reading “repulsive”
a treatise on such indelicate things
there is such shame in my pleasure where i cannot reconcile one and the other where i become a philosopher of centuries past, trying to connect, try to make one the same where i try to justify such things i look, i stare, i try to understand but there is no one in the sameContinue reading “a treatise on such indelicate things”
i found it
as i lay in your arms i know so much has changed and i know with certainty that you are my home
i ask
i ask the wind to carry my laughter across the plains and through the forest holds, where i once grew in my youth. i ask the earth to embrace me, and this time, i shall embrace it as well, as long as once i am no longer flesh and bone new life may rise fromContinue reading “i ask”
searching
i long for what you havemay you curse them sometimes but they are still there, while mine are long in gravesit is not envy, or jealousy, but longinga deep and a steady achei hope they and you do not mindbecause i know i will search and search in others for what i have lostbut whenContinue reading “searching”
future of hope
i thank you for giving a hope for a future that isn’t just existingor stuck in one spherei see you and i see my future, one that i may have never believedone full of memories that i shall cherish and retaini had a future before you, no doubt but the one with you in itContinue reading “future of hope”
shield/knife
anger is my shieldmy own reliant thingbecause if i don’t want to feel somethingthen let’s get fucking angrya wicked bit of righteousness flows through meand i bear my teeth at the image i place in the mirrormy heart pumps and i feel something but also glorious nothingi delight in my vain wrath, striving for myContinue reading “shield/knife”
hollow
sometimes i am a huskfilled with false hope and careening controli wonder what it was like before all thiswhen this husk was not oneand i did not care
a poet's confessional 