just like with everything else i’ll fuck this up
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double numer
this year with all of its triumphs has been one of the hardest times of my life
i’ll cut you just the same
i am sorry to say that you fell in love with a double edged sword to protect you but to harm you as well
trust issues
i am sorry that i do not trust you more all my life has been broken promises broken hearts broken people and broken lives someday i will perhaps show you all of this to repay you for the trust you have in me
i balance myself on a thin line
before i loved you i loved death
white screen
i come here only when there is no where else to go
the end
it is hard to live with a decaying man who thinks only of the dead it hurts my spirit and draws it down but I love him, so I will remain and take care until the end
2020
this world is either ending itself Or breaking its old skin with blood and dury It does honestly scare me Through pandemic and protest The world is turning in a tide away from the old, after so much time I am glad for it But at the same time I do not know my placeContinue reading “2020”
understand this
you will never know me! do you hear me? it is never safe with anyone, only inside, only me because i trust no one because exposure is danger, love creates weakness and reliance you say you know me but no, no you don’t you value my complete honesty, but you’ve never seen it i amContinue reading “understand this”
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this world has tried to fuck me since age eight
a poet's confessional 