broken girl – Page 9 – a poet's confessional

forgive but goddamn, i do not forget

sometimes it is so hard to realize that i have to forgive others when the world around me each plant each storm each animal each of everything is eye for an eye tooth for a tooth

i tell you

i have loved many men, i tell you with dark hair and endless eyes but in the end, i tell you they never love me the woman with golden hair and storm-filled eyes

i am an outsider amongst powerful women who’s voices are among the angels who are powerful in emotion and singing i came late to this group an outsider i feel even though they do not tell me that i am i feel it especially when they speak of the others who appeared with me lateContinue reading “outsider”

laugh

i laugh in spite as people do not know who i really am Not that i would say my problems and impede them but it is only so funny that they actually believe my mask

everything hurts

it is the most painful feeling when someone says that they miss you but you do not

no matter what

you will try and try but you will never be the best only the second and a voice will whisper in your head, “that is where you belong.”

needs

kiss me, breathe life back into these dying lungs hold me, pulling all the shattered pieces of me back together wipe my tears away, erase my water-stained mistakes from the portrait of who i am whisper words in my ear, remind me of who i am through the only thing i understand words on anContinue reading “needs”

everything

i wish i could let go let go of the pent of rage that consumes with i wish i could let go of the envy i have i wish i could let go of the feelings for someone i can never have i wish i could let go of the darkness that has become oneContinue reading “everything”

isolation

all i want is to be alone

why even try when all it does is bring pain?

every girl seemed to dream of marrying the love of their life, settling down and living a fantasy sure, they change over the years but the core of the idea is still the same but some of us don’t have that chance with what has become of those us in womanhood so we accept ourContinue reading “why even try when all it does is bring pain?”