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Category Archives: broken girl
i will tear the world asunder
one day i will rip the world apart with my own bare hands for taking absolutely everything i had and for being a catalyst for who i am and then i will rip myself apart because my weakness made me who i am, wretched
glutton for punishment
please don’t forgive me don’t forgive me for my emotions, my wrath, my envy, my pride don’t forgive all of me all i deserve is punishment, do you understand?
4/19/20
“i forgive you.” i don’t forgive myself
oathtaker
i wish i could tell you of the swirling storm inside my mind but i am afraid, my love, i never can
third son of adam
you make so happy my heart bursts and my grin splits but like all things i love you also make me sad
eternal
if my first lover was death my second was sadness curled around me, always there, somewhere to lie on and it lied on me my lover took my breath and made it shake my lover took my heart and made it stop my lover took my eyes and made them weep i love sadness andContinue reading “eternal”
grief
everyone keeps mentioning you But all i wish is for your spirit to lie
i should have never met you
i don’t deserve to be loved i manipulate i rage i make others sad i make dramatics i mention things i should never i make others remember their own sins i make their hallucinate others i don’t deserve to be loved all i am is a curse
reminder
envy has always been my greatest sin