you were made to trick a fool, you know

dear jon,
you were never real
you were based off someone fictional
and in the end you were completely fictional
down to your long, soft hair
your dark, near black, eyes
your indescribable nose (adjectives left me in that time)
your attached yet ridged ears (too many questions)
you were unreal
and every romantic thing you said
was born from the mind of a desperate girl
but somehow
you made me feel something
something being worth from reactions, i suppose
which is a feat within itself
so thanks for that
but in this day
everyone lives for others’ reactions