understand this

you will never know me! do you hear me?
it is never safe with anyone, only inside, only me
because i trust no one
because exposure is danger, love creates weakness and reliance
you say you know me but no, no you don't
you value my complete honesty, but you've never seen it
i am only honest with myself, only brutally so
you may have my heart
but you will never, ever, have my truth