mutual

dear 2019
i walk to you unprepared
your predecessor left me a changed woman
i became stronger in the beginning and remain
but in your first moments i come to you
suffering and broken
there is no tears
but my heart aches and i can't breathe
but you know, i will fight on another day
but i hope this to suffering will fall away and die
2019
do not spare me
and i will not spare you