hey, i just wanted to say thank you
and i love you
you have made me grow from what i once was to something so much more bright
you make me happy like i have never felt before and i wish for it to never end
you care for me, truly, and that fact will shake me to the core
certain moments show this and they have been painted into the canvas of my mind until the end of time
you are vulnerable with me and trust me
the trust we have makes my heart tremble
you make me laugh, smile, and wheeze at your shenanigans
and you hold me in a way that i wish to stay in forever
you understand me, and i understand you
we can talk without it being forced about anything and everything
serious, comical, or otherwise.
i do not mind talking about the future with you
how ours align
so unlike my previous self who would be so angry and so alone
who thought she could never have the things we talk about
life, as i have said, is nothing but risk
but sometimes you need someone to help you understand that the risks may be worth it
and for me, you are that person, that someone
you are my human, as we say, and i am yours
i love you and thank you for always be my side
when the world wishes to make me crumble and it raises me up on high
i love you so fucking much
and i wish i could say some of this a bit more precisely when we lay next to each other
but i think you know, you understand
because i show this through mumbled words and curled embraces
i love you
i love you and i wish to shout it to the heavens
until my lungs give out
and when that comes i will still smile
because for you, my dear, that is the truth.
a poet's confessional 