gilded age

those old pictures disgust me
i keep all my old photos as memories made
a nostalgic addiction when needed
but the pictures of the three?
they rise a tide in my body, guilt and anger
a physical and mental one
guilt for what has become since that fateful moment
anger, anger for all the wrongs done
they disgust me, they rise bile in my throat
and my face burns
once i was envious
now i am disgusted